Archive for September 12th, 2004

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Sunday, September 12th, 2004

This morning is raining. And night falls down always earlier these days. Sometimes I wonder where the summer went: not many days ago there was light until 9 pm, while now we have this sudden darkness. Looking out at the grey sky, at the leaves made shiny by the rain, at the water running down the drains – or maybe just imagining to look out – I feel a sweet sadness: old reassuring habits come back to lock you in their golden cage, new challenges await you down the road, fears and hopes…
I went back to read what I wrote an year ago (27/8/03). Was I right back then? I thought the year to come would have been a boring sequence of lectures and exams, and was a little depressed by this thought. I wouldn’t say the past year has been this bad after all, but it still lacked something, don’t know what exactly.
Maybe next year I will find what I’m looking for. Or maybe I won’t and another year will pass by and I’ll still be here, writing about the lack of something unknown in my life…